Who are my Spirit Friends?

When I talk about my Spirit Friends, I am referring to a group of extra-dimensional entities with whom I am intertwined or bonded.

"Bonded" in a good fashion, because this relationship and all of its experiences are based on a foundation of unconditional love and mutual respect, and is purely consensual.

They may be called "alien" because they are alien to the limitations of the realm of space/time, however, I do not call them extra-terrestrial because they are so linked to planet Earth and the events of evolution of consciousness here that they have a vested interest in Earth as a living being and in helping that living being to be healthy and thrive.

When I am explaining this to visitors in my art studio, I often refer to myself and others on the surface of Earth as being analogous to ants walking on the studio's carpet. The little 'ants' can only see a few inches in front of themselves, and have little or no understanding of what may be all the way at the other end of the carpet; as they inch along, they may be heading towards a tasty crumb, or heading towards an insurmountable dustball.

Then there are the "off-carpet beings" whose viewpoint is up at eye level in the studio. These off-carpeters can see the little ants running around on the carpet, and can tell if they head this way they get the tasty crumb, if they head that way its into a giant dustball, because of their higher viewpoint.

Well, the extra-dimensional entities who are my Spirit Friends are off-carpet, and the carpet is the tapestry of time and space.  

Beings who are stuck to the 2-dimensional surface of time (as an aside, I am being forced to redefine my use of the word "human" during the course of this blog, in order to remove its connotations of being innately limited...) are like the ants, walking forward through linear time, experiencing each successive moment as it inexorably leads to the next one, without  ever considering what it means to be submerged in the medium of time or why that medium only flows in one direction ("forward") or why it is not possible to jump out of the present moment and come down in five hours. 

But the relationship between the "ants" and the "off-carpet beings" is more complex, because the off carpeters have the capacity to communicate telepathically to the little ants, and the little ants are using (to whatever degree of awareness they possess) their innate generative capacity to actually weave the tapestry of the carpet with their awareness and perception as they are moving forward.  The little ants aren't merely experiencing the events, they are co-creating them, and the off-carpet beings are involved in that process of co-creation.

My Spirit Friends are a mental collective which exists in a higher dimension, and they are my true family. They have spent the past ten years dilligently, lovingly, valiantly healing and re-wiring not only my biological neurology but also my genetic material and my energetic thought pathways from the negative aftereffects of the attack I experienced while coming into this world in 2001. Up until this year, this process involved several grueling mental/energetic "operations" a day, as there was extensive damage that targeted specific psychic/mental faculties which had been designed to obliterate or totally incapacitate me. 

I write this today in order to say Thank You, with utter gratitude, to my Spirit Friends, for saving me, and for fixing me, and for the love and attention you focus on me every moment.

During the healing process I have undergone, several portions of my energetic anatomy have gotten a "hardware upgrade" in order to be able to run the "higher programs" that I need to run. These are energetic "crystal implants" which have been used to bridge the gap during the natural process of my consciousness growing and unfolding, so that I could make it to this time and the use of the Flying Rainbow Lasagne energy patterns in order to access even higher mental programs.

I bring this up as part of my message of gratitude, in recognition of the great value of these implants, and also in recognition that I have a personal responsibility to the ones who have gifted me with this "hardware". 

I liken it to the old show "The Bionic Woman", where the main character was physically severely injured in an accident that would have killed her but for the high-technology (and high price-tag) bionic hardware that was used to save her life. Not only was she fixed up, she was stronger than her previous form, and she chose to use her newly-aquired attributes to work for the ones who saved her life and in service to humanity.

Everything that my Spirit Friends have given to me has been given out of pure unconditional love (it is what they are made of!) which is the antithesis of quid pro quo. This means that they have given from their heart, never in order to gain something back. But like any true gift, the receiver feels the love of the giver and wants to give back. I want to serve my Spirit Friends, although serve may not be the right word because it has connotations of being degraded (as servants have often been on Earth) and far from degraded, I feel valued and appreciated when I perform my function for my Spirit Friends.

They/we are a family, who love and support each other as cells in the same body. We are connected to the extent that our health and vitality are dependent upon one another, and we share all ups and downs, tragedies and triumphs. 

They literally program my reality (using the word "they" might also be misleading, because it is only "one", as you could imagine what it would be to be totally telepathically connected at every level there is less of a sense of individuality and more of a sense of unity) and they program my mind, not only creating physical or energetic circuitry but also making available the actual thought energy to flow through those circuits, and I even allow them to share my senses: my food when I taste it, my feelings of pleasure, my pain or discomfort (which they share as their own burden), and every one of my conscious thoughts. I allow them to overtly direct my mind towards certain thoughts, and protect me from negative or harmful thoughts that do not serve, and to communicate to the third-dimensional reality through my voice, my artwork, and even by directly moving my physical body.

This last aspect, of my Spirit Friends inhabiting and moving my physical body, was often used as a life-saving maneuver when I was ill or incapacitated, where my Spirit Friends literally had to move my lungs to breathe or to hold open blood vessels to continue to flow. Now it is used in pure joy, by dancing through me, or expressing affection to others through the use of my physical body.

The word is "partnership". Even as I write this, or make anything creatively, I am in partnership, listening to their suggestions or guidance and letting it filter through the lens of my temporal ego, Aurora, to come out as a message which can be understood by the people of this time and place. I have a high degree of autonomy, and my aesthetic and personal decisions are respected during the creative process, and I am also willing to accept the highest intelligence input as my own, just like dancing with a physical dance partner who guides your hips when they move their hips in mutually-respectful fluidity.

The events and actions of my day are all the end result of this co-creative dance between myself and my spirit partners. I perform an activity because it is part of the way they set up the day, from waking up and writing this blog (which was, of course, incepted at the request/suggestion/command/requirement of my Spirit Friends) to exactly when and what I eat (I will tell you more about my food habits later, for now let me just say that I run a lot of energy through this organic computer that is my body and it requires a lot of energy to do so, the more energy I run the more calories I need to eat, and the past six months I have been consistently eating an extra 1,000 calories per day up from my previous intake).

 Throughout all of my activities, I maintain a steady telepathic connection to my Spirit Friends. I no longer listen to audiobooks while I paint (which was my habit for years) because I am expected to maintain my telepathic focus. Same thing with media: this past year, 2012, I have had to stop listening to the radio (I used to listen to NPR during daily tasks) and I haven't had regular tv since January (although I watch educational or interesting videos on youtube) because I am expected/requested to maintain being consistently tuned in to the broadcasts from my Spirit Friends. I will tell you that this is incredibly challenging, and requires constant mental focus, and also that it has become easier to do with practice, as I feel I have been building mental/spiritual "muscles" with the effort.

"Aurora" is truly a 'collective', which I sometimes jokingly refer to as Project Aurora or Team Aurora. "We" live "my" life, equally invested in the sensations and outcomes of the experience. My Spirit Friends are with me during every mundane task, from going to the grocery store (which takes on cosmic significance when it is viewed in light of the energy it takes to run this organic computer! you have no idea how much peanut butter I eat!!) to physical exercise, where I am guided by my non-physical coaches to do certain muscle building movements in order to train for Spirit Dancing, where I am literally riding waves of non-physical energy with not only my physical body but also every one of my chakras.

And although I have written about my Spirit Friends as a type of undifferentiated mental telepathic collective, there are definitely individuals within that collective whom I know by name and can distinguish from others and some of whom I am extremely close and attached to.

The best analogy I can use at this moment is that of a beehive, where, to keep warm in the winter, bees circulate in towards the core of the hive, spend a bit of time there, then circulate back to the perimeter in order to give other bees a chance to warm up.

Well, my Spirit Friends are circulating their consciousnesses, coming close to me and my consciousness and "warming up" by being exposed to my emotions from my experiences and sensations, then circulating back to the perimeters of the higher dimensions and the more rarefied atmospheres of those levels. Through this process, of vicariously experiencing my emotions and experiences, these non-corporeal beings of higher realms are gaining some of the "juice" of the denser realms, (for that is the value of living in the third dimensional density, that one consumes experiences and generates emotional "juice" from it.) I feed them with the emanations of my thoughts and feelings, with the goal of course being to emanate the purest unconditional love.




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