I have been too immersed in the actual experience to write consistently about what I have been experiencing, however, today I am taking the time to describe fully the mental odyssey upon which I have been.
At the beginning of 2012, I ditched my tv. This was the beginning of cutting any "junk thoughts" out of my mind. I must also state clearly that my spirit friends were instrumental in initiating these changes, but that I took on the mental training program and stuck with it, in much the same way that a personal coach may set up an exercise and diet program but it is up to the athlete to actually do the work and make the changes.
I also used to listen to audiobooks during painting and while working out or going for long walks, but I had to stop doing this, even though the content was always worthwhile, in order to consistently and totally focus my mental perception on the broadcasts from my spirit friends (a very specific "mental channel" which is of course based on the love vibration, however, there are MANY entities in the mental ocean and it can be important to hone in on just one individual or collective.)
Also, it became apparent that this was training for when I would be fully inducted into the mental collective, and one must observe good mental manners when one is fully connected, so I have been learning over the past year how to broadcast on the mental channel only those thoughts I would wish to share with the collective.
Here is a big change that I have felt during my process of Ascension: an end to dueling with the Adversary, or other associated demonic mental attacks. There used to be a constant barrage of mental attacks in the form of intrusive thoughts, which I was always on guard for, and always deflecting with the phrase "no thank you!" and even being energetically afflicted with intrusive images or sensations.
Well, this is through years of battle, at a certain point this year, my energy vibration became high enough and the momentum of my chakras or energy centers became strong enough in its speed to "throw off" these intrusive energies. It was a gradual change, which happened around July or the middle of the year, an it took time to mentally relax my stance a bit, after being on guard for attacks for so long. But basically, my daily moment to moment mental experience has taken a qualitative shift, in a much better direction, in that my mind is more comfortable, there is less static on the line (or in my field, I should say)
I spend little or no time going "against" an opposition and now am free to simply go towards the thoughts and ideas and thought processes and feelings that I want to embody.
This is what it would be like if there was an end to war. All of a sudden, countries would not have to spend so many of their resources on war, and all of that energy could be suddenly directed towards the pursuits that people would actually desire.
And this is the end to war, in a way, end to the mental battle which I have been engaged in since I came into this dimension in 2001. I am now finally free to focus my thoughts on the entities and concepts that I wish to focus on.
Partially this was achieved through raising my vibration to a certain critical threshold, and part of this has been achieved through my learning a few new techniques for mentally defending myself against demonic or intrusive thoughts (psychic pirates.) I will not at this moment fully describe these techniques, except to say that they involve tapping into the cultural residue or emanation from an ancient shamanic culture and using some of the sacred "energetic programs" that are eternal and exist in order to be used at this time.
Let me tell you about food changes and physical body changes: around the middle of the year, I started to need to eat a lot more salt and protein, and then to consume many more calories than I used to. Partially, this was due to some new meditations I started doing, which involve connecting my root chakra to Earth's core and simultaneously connecting my brow and crown chakra to the Sun, then systematically filling my energy centers with light from the ground up and sending it up out the top of my head, then ankh-ing it around to emerge either from the center of my chest or center of my forehead.
This requires an enormous amount of energy, and it was like running or training for a marathon every day, so I found I needed to eat a lot more calories than I used to. Peanut butter became my new favorite food, eaten on an apple just for something to put it on, but sometimes on a spoon, and totally encrusted with salt. I also became very choosy about what type of salt I was ingesting, and had an insight that it was all about the shape of the salt crystals, as well as needing the sodium, and began to ingest flake salt with large sized crystals because that is the salt that tastes right to me.
At the same time I began to eat twice as much protein as I used to. I have always been physically active and love going to the gym, but I began doing different exercises and using heavier weights (all at the guidance and personal coaching of my spirit friends). Now, as of December, I have gained a lot of muscle, especially in my arms and back, and also in my butt, which I also attribute to a new habit of sitting with an engaged posture (if I am going to sit at all.)
Which brings me to the sense of restlessness I have been experiencing, in the sense that not only do I deeply desire a life change and to move the physical location where I live (a desire that intensified and peaked in November, when I was so ready to move I almost packed my car and just did it, however, I chose to wait because I did not have a plan or a destination and recognized the intense need to "go" as part of the internal and external energetic shift.)
I also feel like I need to walk a lot, and despite the winter weather, I have been going out for increasingly long walks, up to two hours, and going to the gym at night when the sun has gone down and just walking for hours on the treadmill there. All of this is part of being connected to the incoming energies (incoming from the Galactic Center, to Earth, or this earthly dimension) and the changes of metabolism on a personal, cellular level but also on a planetary scale.
The sun is so important to me, it is literally a food that I ingest through my third eye during these meditations, part of my deep desire to move has been motivated by a hunger for sunshine as the winter sun wanes in the Northern Hemisphere. When there is a sunny or mild day, I take full advantage of any available light, and have set up all the furniture in my house and studio to accommodate the maximum light, including pruning bushes and washing windows. This represents an intensification of how I have been in previous years, when the sunlight was important to me for my mood and creativity but I was not so dependent upon its existence for my essential vitality.
In order to compensate for the sunlight issue, I have also been consuming tons of chlorophyll in the form of kale. I make it by coating it with hempseed oil, sprinkling it with nutritional yeast and the large flake crystal salt, and dehydrating it in a food dehydrator. This really reduces the volume, so I can consume a bunch of dehydrated kale in a sitting, way more than I could eat otherwise. I eat so many bunches of kale a week, sometimes two a day!!
The purpose of writing these details of my personal experience of Ascension is to give others a sense of my journey, but not to say that all journeys are exactly like mine. I have no idea if anyone else will develop a craving for kale and extremely coarse sea salt, its very similar to being physically pregnant (which I have never been) but each pregnancy is completely unique and not everyone craves pickles and ice cream.
I must also say that I do not eat sugar, and have not for the past five years, as part of an effort to control seizures which were a problem for me since I walked into this body. In the past year, these seizures have been completely eradicated, partially through what I do with diet and exercise but partially through the Grace of God and an extensive group of spirit doctors who have spent the past decade rewiring my neurology and energetic systems, all of it in preparation for what I am (we are) about to experience or undergo.
We are about to be subjected to a huge influx of energy from higher cosmic sources.
It's like being "turned on", or plugged into the cosmic energy source, and it is essential to have a well-built system in order to not "short circuit" or blow a fuse in response. Also, it is like sending a laser through a lens, and it is important for the lens not to have impurities, because that will fuzz out the cohesion of the laser.
My body is that lens, and I'm talking about every layer or aspect of my body, and I am pure, in the sense that I do not ingest certain substances which reduce one's ability to carry signal or charge. I do not ingest tobacco or alcohol, no caffeine, no processed foods, no corn syrup, no GMO's, no sugar, no fried food, very few grains or soy (mainly due to GMO contamination) and because of this I mostly prepare all of my own food from fresh ingredients. Other food simply does not seem appealing to me, it lacks light.
I will also tell you that I believe cannabis and cannabinoids should be ingested on a daily basis, although due to the current police state I cannot directly state that I do this, so of course I am not stating that I do, but I am stating that those people who live someplace where it is legal should do it, and possibly invite me over.
When I wake in the morning, I usually have a bit of time to drink decaf coffee, then at 9am it's time for me to have my daily breakfast meeting with the interdimensional team of spirit friends who are in my collective. We continue to be in telepathic rapport, even when I stand up from my meditation, and continue our communication, or communion, throughout my day, as I work in my art studio, or write this blog (which they observe me doing with minimal editorial input), as I do physical exercise, or sing, or dance, or put my chakras through an energetic workout.
This year, I also began to "see" them as faces or entities within my paintings which I stare at as a focus for my meditation. So my artwork has shifted, away from pure geometric abstraction, towards some representation of these higher dimensional energy beings. I have also shared sketches from my sketchbook of my daily meetings with spirit friends and other otherworldly adventures I have had with them in previous blog posts.
I must take a moment to mention the spirit dancing, or spontaneous movements utilizing my energy centers, that has increased and intensified this past year. These movements may resemble chi gung, or yoga, or flying, and I am guided to do them, again, by my spirit friends, and have done them sporadically for many years. However, this past year, I started to do them very consistently as part of my daily ritual, when I first enter the studio, putting on music and doing these dance routines which I now understand have been muscular training regimens for spirit flight.
Overlay and integration are two key concepts in understanding the dimensional shift now being experienced on Earth. My experience of walking in to this physical body bears some similarity to what is now happening on a much larger scale, where basically, there was a completely new consciousness that came into this physical form when I walked in in 2001, and it took time for the physical cells of the body to integrate and emotionally process that change.
There is now a new consciousness walking in to the entire planet, it is called Christ Consciousness, it has absolutely nothing to do with the teachings of the Christian Church, which in many ways oppose people from tuning in to true Christ Consciousness.
This is the time of activation of the sixth chakra, the brow chakra, associated with the color indigo, and there is an entity which inhabits that chakra on each individual's body. This is like saying that your individual third eye is just one receptor cell on the giant retina of the eyeball of the enormous consciousness that is called Christ.
There will be a period of overlay, during which the previously existing physical cells of the individual body and of planet Earth will need to integrate this new awareness. It took me as an individual about 18 months to integrate the energy of my new consciousness Aurora into the existing cellular structure of this physical body, however, some walk-ins do not take that long. My particular situation was complicated by some of the aftereffects of the battle that happened during my walking in, so others may be able to integrate more smoothly. Also, even after I was physically integrated, the body has continued to change in response to the genetic raising of my frequency, and that process used to be very uncomfortable and disruptive but now is much more enjoyable.
I keep using the analogy of the birth process when I talk with people about 12/21/12, in that it can be very uncomfortable or very ecstatic, depending upon the emotional state of the person experiencing it, just like giving birth.
In my personal experience I have felt more and more ecstatic and joyous when I am exposed to these higher frequency energies, especially now that I am tuned up (physically, spiritually, mentally fit).
It is my deep desire that each individual and the planet as a whole may feel the joy of ecstatic divine union as individuals and the planet ascends. I share my story to give you hope, and a template for what to expect, and wish for all of you to achieve the emotional state necessary to have a beautifully pleasurable experience.
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